Your Gone And Theres No Changing That Now

Your gone,
You left
You didn\'t care how that made me feel
You only cared about you.
My heart was broken
And the pieces were bruised
When you told me you were leavin\'
I didn\'t know what to do
I\'m trying to move on
But I cant seem to get you off my mind.
I\'m cursed with these memories,
Memories of me and you,
That you just left behind
Its wasn\'t like we were dating
But you were always there
It wasn\'t like you were my boyfriend
But you always did care.
Now I\'m lost and all alone
My life is over
Since you are gone
It might not seem like much
But let me assure
That I\'m so conused without you.
You told me you were leaving but you didn\'t then
You led me on by making me believe
You were stayin\' for good.
You then told me
Over an instant message
Seeing thats the only way we can really talk
That you were gonna ignore me
And never speak to me again
\"Sorry but I got to go
I\'m not the best\" you said
I just sat there staring at the screen
Just thinking \"What the hell is wrong with me!?\"
You never told me why you wanted to leave
You never told me your reason for being so mean
I just want the best for you
And I\'ll always care
No matter how my heart is going to fare.
But you left
And there is no changing that now
I just wish,
Wish for just this once
I could see you and beable to touch
To beable to show you that I really care
And to ask you why you are there.
Your gone forever
And there is no changing that now
So I guess I fight as well say \"Farewell\"

~*~ This poem is, yet again, dedicated to Dustin seeing how my emotions revolve around him. He's not my friend anymore because of some reasin and I just hope he'll stumble apon this poem sometime and see that I really do care about him.~*~