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Heart Shredded to Pieces,
Thrown in every Direction.
Mistakes so Numerous,
Faults are Numberless.
This Pain seems Endless.

New Thoughts Breaking Through,
Memories starting to Kill.
Heart Ache Spreading to my Soul.
Wild Heart Learning to be Controlled.
Wondering if this Life is Worth it.

Drowning in this Sea of Hopelessness,
Barely Hanging on.
So Close to Giving Up.
So Far away from the Life I Used to Know.
So Empty Inside.

Thoughts Filled with so much Regret.
Numbness starting to set in.
All Emotions Dulled
Except for this Sweet Misery.

Feelings becoming Fleeting Memories.
Pushing Everything but this Pain Away.
Everything Fading fast to Black.
Last Breathe Almost Ripped from my Grasp.

Moments away from Excepting an Endless Sleep,
And then I see His Face.
My Savior and my Redeemer,
Telling me that in the End Everything Will be Okay,
But do I Believe it?

(C) Kenzie Farrer