I miss him with all my heart
I just want to see him again.
To see
His beautiful face light up when he notices I'm staring
For him to hug me
And for me to feel safe in his arms.
When his eyes fill with sympathy
because I have to leave
And we don't know when we will see each other again.
The way he said my name
How he could make me smile when I didn't want to
And how easily he made me cry.
The way he made my heart flutter.
and...
I love how the last thing he said to me was
I love you.
But I hate
How it was all my fault he died.
