A living hell

I know youâ??re not here
I know youâ??ll never be again
I know its not your fault
But with this situation
I cant make amends

You were my shoulder to cry on
My pilar of support
You would love me unendlessly
Or so I thought

But where are you now
As I break down in tears
Why did you leave
Fulfilling one of my fears

Why couldnâ??t you hold me
Just for one day more
Same me from the news
That made me fall to the floor

Made me gasp for air
As I choked on reality
Made me realize its not fair
Youâ??ll no longer be with me

You wont take away my sorrows anymore
You have now become one yourself
Watch your presence drift out that door
As life becomes a lining hell