You are the reason i live this way.
you are the reason i left that day.
you told me to leave,
so i did. i obeyed.
and love flows through me, for you, till this day.
i cant give this up.
its a curse, but it cant be reversed.
you are everything i want
and everything i need
but your everything i can't have,
so it just feeds and feeds my greed.
i cant stand not seeing you,
in this hideous world alone.
i feel you at night,
i wish you'd come home.
its been 3 years since i met you,
and still the feeling have grown stronger.
and waiting for your love,
is taking longer and longer.