Darkness within my soul

Again at the lowest point
loneliness...
pain...
will to die...
unloved...
who cares now....

surely things cant be so bad say u
but u have no idea
sure there are those that have it worse
but these problems are just the end

my friends its not like u\'ll know if i\'m dead tomorrow
for only a couple of weeks ago we finished school
swearing to keep in contact
broken promises
lead to a broken spirit

but a small problem this is
its nothing compared to other things
to things i will keep secret forever

forever now my sould remains in darkness
nothing left to live for
a lot of ppl for me to care about
but ultimately they seek my destruction and are well on the way down that path

forever more i swear to help u through ur pain...as always
but my battle is lost
u dont care anymore
or was it all a lie?
i dont want to know anymore

u dont know how to help
in fact u dont care anymore
so dont bother caring about me
if u dont care how much suffering i am doing bcuz of u
then just forget about me

i will never forget u
but as i slowly sink
deeper into the earth
i hope the darkness wil be my friend as u arent there anymore