Someday I May Heal

Thoughts of you cloud my vision
With haunted memories of you
Sometimes I wonder if I you'll come back
And hope you'll revive my lifeless spirit too

But when you do come I feel so weak
The scars caused so much pain
I just can't open the door to let you in
But deep inside I want you back again

So each day I put pen to paper
And write exactly how I feel for you
Because it is left unsent and unspoken
I know you can't find a clue

I miss you like crazy if you only knew
I keep on pretending, hiding the way I feel
keeping you in my secret heart
And hope someday I may heal

Did you ever afraid to let someone back again?