X.Fighting For Love.X

This life\'s not working out
i can scream and shout
but it wont do a Single thing
i can think i can be anything
and still end up nothing
in this cat and mouse game
I'm already cornered
so close to escape yet
i cant
Ive tried and tried
fired the lonely bullet of dignity
and it merely glanced off the wall
this words don\'t mean a thing
merely a translation of
some feeling i have tucked
away in side this flesh
i call me
the face i see in the mirror everyday
the shadow that follows my every move
its pointless I\'m here not by my choice
i know where i Wuould be
i Would but die a solom death and lye in your arms
together forever in the embrace of darkness
but i cant
i am but a man not the pressure you put upon me
to live up to the reputation
the name Ive gained in the past
that wasn\'t me
he left along time ago
no wait hes still here
twisted and tangled between
every moral fibre i hold in my body
he distorts my thoughts
makes loving words into heart braking messages
and makes walls into nothing but targets for
the overwhelming amount of suppression
that has been placed on my shoulder
i remember the days when the taste of blood
was but a dish i served daily
and broken bones where but a casualty i deserved
but now shes here
i am but a shell the man she knows and
the animal she only sees when
i protect her with my life against those that Would
hurt her
no one shall
not now not ever
the rising the rushing
the intrusions
the patience lost
the strength gained
the tolerance faded
the white knuckles bare again
this time I\\\'m not fighting to show hate and die
I\'m fighting to keep love alive.