You got the key to my heart!

Babyboy, You got the key to my heart,
But i just dont want you to know it,
And i wont show it,
Because im afraid of getting hurt again,
I dont want to go through the pain again,
I\'m trying to fight it,
But its winning,
Everyone talks about you,
And when they do,
I just laugh with them,
Like i think its funny,
When i hear your voice,
I just stop,
And i think of you and me,
What we use to be,
I barely talk about you,
And when i do,
I try to sound like i love just being friends,
Nobody can tell that i miss you,
And if they ask, i just put my head down,
And change the subject,
I havent went out with anybody ever since,
We broke up,
Ever since we dont talk,
Ever since i lost your love,
I think about you constantly,
I wonder if you used me,
I think about what did you do to win my heart?
Was it how i felt when we were together?
Or was it because i didnt know better?
I\'m still trying to figure that out,
I\'m lost in my own world,
And i cant beleive it,
Dont get me wrong,
I miss you so much,
And i still love you,
But I want to tell you,
I just dont know how,
Or when the time is right,
But i promise myself,
That im gonna fight.