Just Gotta Let It Out

Why, o why did you have to go?
Wasn't our happiness enough?
Didn't you have the best show?
Stolling a road never to be rough?

I hate you when I think about it
There was an entire future ahead
It seemed Fate has given you grace
Yet you just threw it all away...

I'd like to think a lot of times
That it never did happen
That you're still with me
That way I would love you again...

It was a fantasy I'd like to be in
If permitted, I'd be there everyday
I would meet you and crawl and lay
on your lap forever to stay...

Still, there is still a world I live in
It is the truth of my reality once yours
The harshness and cruelty of life
There is still my set course...

Still, life must go on
And I must live on
However without you
Its an unfruitful dawn...

Though you may not be by side
And I will never ever see you again
Yet, just like what everyone says, "You're always alive
Forever dwelling in my heart and again and again"...

I despised you
Detested you
Hated you
Disowned you..

But yet,
Adore you
Miss you
I love you...