Today
The way
He stared so gay
The tears
Fallen by fears
Of my dreadful years
The hours pass
Without remedy alas
Like a dead mass
Within me
I sadly see
The girl i don't wanna be
Is the thought
In which brought
Us and sought
The way way she stared
Like she don't care
While standing for welfare
And the joy is gone
The thing i won
But the damage was done
He took it away
That awful day
He promised he'd always stay
And as he turned
My life he torned
And all my dreams were burned
My hopes all died
Because in him i confide
And yet he still lied
And now I'm here
Lying with this fear
Of what is near
Then time flew
And two months later my belly grew
Inside something pure; something new
How do i cry?
See i try and try
My strength has passed by
I don't want to think of it
Its starting to hurt a bit
My dad's going to have a fit
I can't no longer hide
That it left a hole inside
Now its all wrong in my mind
Did i do bad?
I can't blame the failure of dad
For me being so sad
Mom's in the room crying
The news was told without lying
Now i feel like dying
I have no one
Nothing was won
My happy life all gone
C'est la vie
No relief
Just pain in me
He promised he's stay forever
I thought it was clever
Now i know i could've done better
Can't see myself without him
The lights so dim
Outside in the rim
A beautiful night
We did not fight
We didn't part from each other's sight
Plain
Only pain
Feeling like the thundering rain
Feeling every bit of pain
No time to run
Get a gun
Get the job done
Its not fair
That he don't care
He left like it was a dare
Just like that
No whys or what's
He left that dirty rat
Now its over
Over, over, over,
So over
I'm alone but its over
