The hardest thing I have to do is
I have to look him in the eyes
And tell him that I am not
In love with him anymore
I\'m sorry baby but I gotta do
What is right
I just need to figure out what I need
Maybe in the furture
We can try this LOVE thing again
Now there\'s tears rolling down my face
I walk outside on this rainy night
I look behind me to see him standing in the door way
He can\'t see me crying cause
The rain is covering up my tears
I look at him and yel
\"GOODBYE MY LOVE!\"
I turn and walk away
I lost my love
Now I lay here
All alone nobody to hold me
I cry myself to sleep
I wake up the next morning
Thinking everything that happened
Was only a dream
But it wasn\'t
Everything I thought was a dream
Was actually reality
I get up for school
Hoping that I don\'t see him
Because seeing him will just break me down
And make me cry
I feel depressed
I feel like right now I am just going to bust out in tears
I see a picture of me and him together
I see the teddy bear he gave me on valentine\'s day
One of the rings that I wear is the promise ring he gave me
The necklace that I wear he gave it to me on my birthday
I see him at school
He came over to talk to me
He said
Without you girl I will go crazy
What can I do to make you come back to me
What did I do to make you do this
To me
You are my everything
Don\'t take your love away form me
When he told me all this
I felt a tear roll down my cheek
Then I told him
I just had to do what I felt was right
It wasn\'t anything you did
It\'s just I don\'t feel the sameway when the first time our eyes met
I walked away wanting to cry
But I couldn\'t
Even though I loved him
Now I realize I made a bid mistake
I go over to his house to tell him
That I still Love him
I show up at the door and his sister answers the door
I asked for him
She said
He is out with his girlfriend right now
It broke my heart to hear those words
The one I love
Loves some one
But that some one is not me
I came to tell my love
That I made a big mistake
I guess I deserve to get my
Heart broken because
I broke his heart
There are so many things going Through my head
But now it\'s to late cause
He has his new love
It\'s so hard for me to sleep at night
I really let his heart down
He\'s probally not thinking about me
I don\'t think I\'ll ever love again
I think I\'m falling apart without him
I miss him
I think about all the times
Me and him shared
How do I deal with this pain
How do I live with the fact
That the one I love is
With somebody else
And you cannot do anything at all about it
The things going through my head are
I can\'t live my
Life without him
My heart is broken into
A million tiny pieces
I loved him and I still love him
The hardest thing was
Saying Goodbye
To the love of my life
