Not really a poem

by ToxicSpookyAngel   Nov 4, 2006


What is wrong with me
why can't i do anything right for anyone
why do i feel so worthless
i try to be happy but every time i get close to it i fall into depression again
why do i hate myself so much
i can hardly look in mirror
sometimes i really do wonder if i would be better off dead
but then again i'm not ready to go yet
sometimes my heart feels so heavy and broken i feel like i just want to rip it out and have no more feelings at all then i could live out my life in peace it would be so much better then the pain i feel
i hate everything about me
i hate how i hold everything in until i just want to break
i hate the way i push people away
i hate the way i hate myself

can some one please help me understand this
can some one please tell me whats wrong with me

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  • 15 years ago

    by BrokenHeartStillBeat

    I can relate. That was pretty and depressing.... Like life can be.

  • 16 years ago

    by Nia Warfeld

    I have felt the same way you have (Honestly.) And sometimes you just need to be optimistic even when you don't want to be. Always focus on the positive (+) and not the negative (-). Stay Strong

    XX3 Nia

  • 18 years ago

    by DevilWithin

    Will life is a mystery to all...we wish we could die and not be here but then at the same time want to live out lives full..i feel the same way sometimes and it is hard once you think you are happy and on minute something happends and it falls aparts true and yes there is alot of pain but we all deal with it you just got to trust yourself enough to live it day by day.take care....rachy

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