Dont cry for me

I'm staying strong after all Ive been through, I'm not letting tears fall down my cheeks
people tell me to get over it but they just don't understand, I'm living with a bunch of freaks
they tease me for writing in my diary, for singing and even for being proud
they say that I'm way too ugly to even walk out in a huge crowd
i cant call these people my parents, they don't love me one bit
i cant say that i love them either when the honestly treat me like sh*t
at school i put on a fake smile and occasionally use my fake laugh
i don't know what I'm supposed to do, life is just too tough
so right now Ive got a gun to my head, so many things are on my mind
I'm sure this is the only thing to do, so i pull the trigger and wait to die
i can see tears in your eyes but please don't cry for me...
my hearts in peace...
don't cry for me...
my eyes wont get red anymore...
don't cry for me...
I'm not even worth it...
don't cry for me...
I'm gone