Farewell to memories

Memories with you are
the most wonderful gifts
god had given me
i consider them as
my souvenirs of past events

i remember how i loved you
i gave all my heart and soul
my mind and my whole self
all for my love for you

farewell my memories 'cause
now that my memories are
bit by bit,little by little
being erased,i feel like
i am losing to all them--memories

memories,being erased
from the most recent
to the very soulful past
i wish to keep them all,but

did i lose to the memories?
i wish my memories of you
remain,and if i forget you
you know you are here with me
forever

i will cherish all them--memories
every moment and time i had with you
every single second i think of you
and all the happiness i had with you

but i am very sorry my love
for i have deeply thought of
to go far away to learn
to be unaware,for good
of your great pain and agony
i am very grateful you are
part of me and my memories

i wish i could still live after these
to have another couple of moments
another time and another chance
to prove that i had loved you

i wish i could still live again
to die and live to love you once more
and to hopefully bring you
and the memories back again

to live again and start off into being
a mere wanderer and stranger
stupid for not knowing
i had loved you even from the very start