The silence and voices

No more tears...
no more i need u's...
no more complaining...
I'm not going to be a burden anymore.

i grab the blade and cut both arm and ankle.
can barely walk but act like it don't hurt at all
just for u.

again i protect u so u don't have to know what I've done
i wont tell u of all the nightmares and pain that i know

I'll stop the tears and kill myself before i let u get hurt
but this suffering is killing me
u can see it changing me

this silence may seem like nothing to u
but it awakens the voices inside my head
they taunt me day and night
and make me do horrible things to myself
they cause me to inflict pain upon myself
scar me emotionally

but i will protect u from this world