Like the whole world hates you for everything bad you've done just waiting for you to make one little mistake so it can ruin your whole life tearing you apart every chance it can get its horrible hands on.
I know how you feel. That everything bad in your life that happened was all your fault and that you'll never get over the things you learned from it or recover from the shock the world has given you
I know how you feel. Like everywhere you go people look at you and just decide to single you out because your weird or you simply just know to much about everything to know in life or anything else and they too hate you for it and much more
And most of all, like all your sadness and misery all your pain and fear and every ounce of feeling you ever experienced in your miserable and terrible life is pouring out your very soul drowning you in a endless pool of feelings until you die from all those feelings running through your small body and worst of all you have to die knowing that one day you will have to face your fear and stop hiding in the shadows and regain what is impossible to regain, the soul of a lost and very much loved one from the above that you once lost and will never ever see again.