NoW l0sT

What was once forbidden
is now out of reach
i have lost him once again
to my best friend

I'm not mad at her
this doesn't change anything between us
its not as if she does it on purpose
its just the way it is

its not as if i can claim him "mine"
maybe he was supposed to be my friend
and only that
i just cant believe i lost
yet another one to her

am i that clueless
am i that dumb
to let them go like that
to have them lost