I don't understand god
i don't get your point anymore
you sent him to help me
what did you do that for?
when you knew he would leave me like this
leave me so vulnerably blind
what was it i was suppose to find?
i thought he was forever god
i thought he was true
but it turns out like always
he was just like you.
deceiving and revealing
what did you want him to find?
why did you put me through all that pain?
just to get inside my mind
maybe i don't want to be owned by you anymore
maybe i don't want this free soul given
because it hurts to much to depend on your words
and having to be forgiven
