Waited for a year..
a year of which i thought would be blessed..
for what people in their mind; my face.. expectedly suddenly seemed to forget..
held it together,
for the sake of others,
held it together..
waited for a faithful lover.
started over too many times.
had the guy i wanted..
yeah he was mine..
let him go, walked away he did..
went back to him asked him to forgive..
turned away, my heart under lock.
turned away, there my heart broke.
put my faith in others, a mistake i had known,
my weakened moments there it showed.
my closest friends had gone away.
sat on the beach one night,
wished the love of my life, would've stayed..
the target of me for so many fights,
tears down my face,
knowing the status of me could be easily misplaced.
nervous breakdown here i am,
do worse to me..
i don't think you can..
