Have you Ever?

Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one moment in my shoes
If you havenâ??t then tell me
Why you judge me as you do?
Have you ever had to suffer more and more?
With each and every regretful breath
Have you ever cut or slit your wrist
Wanting nothing more than death?
Have you ever sat beneath the stars?
Hoping god will hear
Have you ever been to a party with your sister?
And been raped by her boyfriend when she is near?
Have you ever seen your mom get beat?
By your dad messed up on booze
Have you ever had an unwanted pregnancy?
Having you to choose?
Have you ever had a friend?
Experiment with weed
Have you ever covered up guilt?
By doing a good deed?
Have you ever got beat?
By your dad and thought it was right
Have you ever felt such pain?
That you cried yourself to sleep at night?
Have you ever felt such hate?
Toward someone you thought you could trust
Have you ever heard a shrink say to you?
â??Kill him if you must.â??
Have you ever seen friends get shot?
Outside their favorite store
Have you ever seen your sister die?
From drugs sheâ??d never used before?
Have you ever heard â??I love you?â??
And the words made you ill
Have you ever been so angry?
That you knew you could kill?
Have you ever loved someone so much?
That if he died youâ??d take you own life
Have you ever attempted suicide?
Just to end the pain and strife?
Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one moment in my shoes
If you have not then tell me why
You have the right to judge me as you do?