I CaN tEll

You called me on the phone
Said you needed to talk
I told you I was home
And you started to walk

You were so distant
Didn't get close to me
You started to fidget
The words weren't easy

Your eyes started to water
My eyes watched yours
I could tell it was getting harder
Each moment you tried to start

I started gettin nervous
Not knowing what to expect
My eyes could tell the fear
That your eyes were showing

I could tell it wasn't good
And I didn't want you to go
It took 30 minutes for you to let go
Of the pain I was about to show

You told me of another girl
Who you had come in contact with
She was about to have a baby
And it was a part of your world

I started to scream inside
Becuz words wouldn't come out
You started backing away
As I started to shout

I couldn;t believe you'd do this to me
After all of these years
There was something I needed you to see
Before you left me in tears

I opened up the drawer
I took out an envelope
This was suppose to be a surprise
But to you it'll be a joke

Since I meant nothing to you
and you no longer mean anything to me
This secret will surprise you
Of what has come to be

An ultrasound of our baby
That is due in 9 months
I guess I'll do this alone
Since you have given up

I don't need your help
Neither will this baby
I hope you and your new boo
Will enjoy your new life together

But I want you to remember
This the burden you've left me
And I hope you understand
She will be a lifeless baby

You've left her with no father
Her life won't be complete
I hope that your happy
You've won your own defeat