Breaking My Promise

Breaking my promise
I’m breaking my promise to myself again
I’m falling with no one left to catch me
No one will understand,
Why I’m in this state, in this state of mind
That I have to break my promise.

I’m alone and the are toxins working through my blood
A painless fight my body won’t survive and I can’t keep on
I’m just not strong enough I keep hurting everyone
There’s no point there’s no life left to live

I said I’d never hurt
myself again
A broken promise
I said I wouldn’t be here again
All alone killing myself
And I won’t be missed the tears won’t fall
Breaking my promise breaking my promise to myself

If I just would have succeed on my first try I wouldn’t be here
My presence is hurting others, and I can’t stand to feel there fear
Tonight I’m going to break my promise I made just one last time
No coming back, my one last chance to make it right

I said I’d never hurt
myself again
A broken promise
I said I wouldn’t be here again
All alone killing myself
And I won’t be missed the tears won’t fall
Breaking my promise breaking my promise to myself

Breaking my promise
I’m breaking my promise to myself again
I’m falling with no one left to catch me
No one will understand,
Why I’m in this state, in this state of mind
That I have to break my promise.

The car is racing
The drugs blurring my vision
No clue where I’m going or where I am
But now it doesn’t matter
I’ll die regardless soon enough

I said I’d never hurt
myself again
A broken promise
I said I wouldn’t be here again
All alone killing myself
And I won’t be missed the tears won’t fall
Breaking my promise breaking my promise to myself