You always made me feel guilty
For what i had done
For putting the bullet , in this smoking gun
I always thought it was my fault
That i was the one to blame
I could barely look at you without shame
I always believed you were amazing
The only one to put up with my mistakes
Deal with me through the tears and many heartbreaks
Your love was distant
Your eyes so cold
There was no place on your hand for me to hold
And all this time i blamed myself
For the way you treated me
For past your lies i could never see
How could you treat me so
Sneaking around behind my back
Forcing upon me the honesty you lack
Did you do this for revenge
As a way for your heart to mend
Because baby , it drove me right over the bend
Because of you i've broken down
You tore apart my soul
Wrecked my world i once thought to be whole
I know to you i'm just another past mistake
That i'm less than nothing in your eyes
A memory in locks and ties
I was just a waste of time
If only i had known it from the start
I could of saved myself from this torturing of heart
