Everything seems to go wrong.
God takes away the ones closest to me.
Every night i cry myself to sleep hoping things would get better.
My friends tell me it will be OK but its not true because no one knows what i am going through.
Life isn't easy but it isn't short.
if only I wasn't mental and do something stupid.
I once ran away and was going kill myself but than i thought about it and we all have a long life ahead of us.
But sometimes i just want it to go faster.
I have to many problems that everyone think they can fix, but its not true.
I sit wit a fake smile and a laugh that hides the real me.
I am scared to show the real me because no one will like it.
The real me is crying and letting things out but its hard because i just cant.
I want to stop hidden in the deep inside i want to show who i really am and let it all out.
