Yesterday
so much homework do
didn\'t finish it
looked to my inspiration
to help me
to guide me
to give me the strength
i needed
to finish
but instead no answer
so i fell asleep
had a bad sleep
then woke up and text ed him
at like 8 in the mourning
where were you last night
1:06pm i get a response
sleeping
and i am suppose to believe that
how come its so hard
to call me back
It hurts
i feel uncared for
then after i got that text ed
i called him
which was my mistake
no answer of course
give me a reason
why its so hard
to communicate with him
is he always\"busy\"
well the test is coming
in 8 days
i will see if he cares
depending on how he treats me
on what i think
is suppose to be special
he said i love you to his dog
and i said in my head
thats the first time
i herd him say those words
i wish i could hear those words
it would mean everything to me
then maybe then we are special
