In the Letter

What I want to tell you is just to much to say so I type you a letter and hope it reaches your way

In the letter I ask why did you do this to me after eight years and your too blind to see

That I stood by you through thick and thin I stayed with you when you needed a friend

And I just can't believe how cold you are to leave my broken heart with a scar

I just couldn't believe that day in September
when we broke up you were so cooperative remember

When I got all your stuff and told you to leave you accepted it so easily

I expected you to put up a fight to give an explanation of where you were that night

But you didn't it seemed as if this was your way out, you didn't even feel guilty for what i felt

When I cried to you and asked whats going on, you blew me off like nothing was wrong

After all the years and the three kids that came, how you could you leave me alone in shame

After all the things you put me through, how could you leave me the way you do

The pain I felt and all the despair how could you not just be there

I was your lover and friend till the end, now I have a broken heart only you could mend

It seems like just yesterday we laid in our bed we played around the house and your words still clear in my head

But not no more u haven't said those three words in such a while, my face is full of upside down smiles

How could you not care do you feel any remorse for the pain you caused me when I was yours

Am I worth nothing just a girl you threw away eight years gone and passed and you have nothing to say

No explanation no reason why, can you be honest for once without telling a lie

Don't I deserve it for being there all these years don't I deserve an explanation for all of the tears