Rain of tears

Why do I sit here,
Days on end,
Writing stuff down,
And playing pretend?

Everyone calls me,
To fix their problems,
There never ending,
Yet they expect me to solve them,

They all cry to me,
I'm their someone to talk to,
I'm understanding,
And I tell them what to do,

Yet I am alone,
And they all have me,
But what do I have,
I have nothing,

When they are grief stricken,
They all have me,
When tears stain my face,
I have nobody,

No one knows,
When I'm in pain,
Because I'm their answer,
That keeps them sane,

But they never ask,
So they never know,
When my hearts bleeding,
It never shows,

When I cry,
I cry alone,
When I need a voice,
I have my own,

When I feel as if,
I'm going insane,
I rely on myself,
To fight back the pain,

I am my own strength,
My own savior,
And that's all I'll have,
Tell the end of life's chapter.