In the clouds

As I lay here in bed
with thoughts running through my head
like wild horses, on a mountain spread

I would open my mind
and let the visions flow free
but there is no one around
just these walls and me

So many things I want to say
so many things to express
but that will not happen
no, not today

I will push my thought's, visions, and dreams
to the back of my soul as thou they were a dream

They will be gone in the morning
the same as the real me
as my tears build up
and I can no longer see

I want to scream listen
please listen to me
but I look around, and its reality
only walls do I see

There is no one to listen
that no one is me
will my thoughts be there tomorrow
or will apart of me be gone

over and ended
like a beautiful song
No, No, I won't cry, for I know
there still there deep inside me

I guard them all dear
for I know someday, I will share them out load

For my Lord, is still listening
up in the clouds