MY Reasons for why I am the way that I am

Why does everybody have to be there to criticize me, but arent there when I need â??em
I mean, if ya really knew me would you really have to wonder and question my reason.
My reason for what I do, my reason for why I sometimes hold my head down
My reason for why I take all this hate and fake love, and I still stay without a frown
My reason for knowing I never had a dad, but to you it seems like I have two
My reason for coming up from this concrete of lies but im still able to tell the truth
My reason for why I shower with cold water in order to ease the pain
And why must it seem strange to you, that I have pain
The reason why I go to church and I pray to God when something goes wrong or goes right
Why I choose to talk it out, and I refuse to solve the hate I get with a fight
My reason why I hold MY SELF responsible for every accomplishment and every mistake
And why im thankful for everything, and donâ??t regret any chance that I take
So next time you try to judge or criticize me, take the time out to realize that you donâ??t know shit about me.