Don't get me wrong
i don't want to die
i want to be free
like a bird that can fly
don't want to be here
want to be over there
where the light shines
there is nothing to hide
this place i can't stand to face
and the memories i wish to erase
to let others take their place
open my mind and begin a chase
but what i am after i am afraid to take
afraid of getting lost in what is fake
so i stay here buried
in all the sadness and hate
like gold at the bottom
of a dark foggy lake
in the sorrow that i tried to wish away