Definitely not close to my best...just wrote this as a filler for time and to keep my mind going. comment and rate if you want
I stumble away, to this dead oblivion
take another swig, I'm not givin' in
The darkness surrounds me, I don't care
since the beginning I've fought, it was unfair
I see now the futility of my fight
reality revealed, in a harsh and cold light
I'm keeping my fists up, go out hitting
if you think I'll win, you must be kidding
I'm waging war against the gods
it's one thousand to one odds
the deck is stacked, I'm ready to lose
this information, is age old news
It's always been a losing battle
when it's done I'll be soul-rattled
changed forever, traumatized is my head
I'll be screwed up forever
even when I'm dead
