What Am I To Do?

by Matthew A.   Nov 7, 2006


*Note, this is something that my friend wrote so don't get any ideas that I broke up with my girlfriend, k.

Heart forever more broken into pieces, two by two
And to think the only one I could blame was you
To trust your words, they meant nothing but lust
And once I figured this out, there was no one to trust
My blood runs cold within my veins
Turning my black heart into a creature slain
Are you happy now? Happy that I'm gone?
Are you through with me? Are you done?
No more games, I am taking myself out
Keeping on playing the players and keep others in doubt
I care so little, and love just few
And who would've thought it was all because of you
You put me in pain, made my soul weep
On the carpet floor the blood begins to seep
I cut myself because of you
I punish myself because of you
Oh dear God, please help me understand
Why is she trying to get back into my life when I tried to keep her banned
Why does she say she feels like she's lost me?
How do I know these words means she really cares?
I can't return the feelings, partially because I don't believe their true
No only that, but I am starting to like another too
My handsome little "cat" I claimed one day
Whom tried to hold my hand and keep me to stay
What am I to do when I don't know if I can go back to you?
Am I visible to her, and transparent to you?
Or are your words trying to be true?
Sadly, I don't know what to do.

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