How i feel

My mind is chaotic
always changing
I've become frantic
But my feelings for her are unchanging

I dont know why I love
I just know I do
She does not believe in love
But surely i do

I want her to be happy
But she wants another
So I wish for them to be happy
But she gets hurt by the other

I would never leave her
I would never find another
She wont let me show her
How I love no other

Can I make her love me
I know thats impossible
I cant force her to love me
I dont even wish it possible

I believe in free will
So even if I could make her
I could not force her will
It would be like she was another

So I think and ponder
Trying to help her find happiness
I will not wonder
Even if it leads me to loneliness