I Wish

I wish I could have been there
To here your last words
To feel your last touch

I wish I could go back in time
To periodically remind you
Of my love for you
And really mean it
To listen to your every word
No matter how weird
Or how unbelievable

I'm sorry for all those times I've yelled at you
And everytime I lost my patience with you

I finally got to feel the pain
Of a gone without goodbye
And I sometimes wonder,
If I really deserved it

Dedicated to Uti (nickname), my Grandmother, that died when I was nine. I miss her, and all of the above is 100% true. If your reading this, then I'm reminding you to tell your loved ones how much you really love them, 'cos they might be gone before you even know it. Don't make the same mistake I made, it is painful.