I know I said I would find someone new,
But I find no matter how hard I try I always seem to think of youâ?¦
You donâ??t even know??
You donâ??t even care, do you??
Youâ??re happy just wishing I would go away,
Wishing we had never met thatâ??s how I feelâ?¦
Cause then I wouldnâ??t be hurting,
Like I am nowâ?¦
Because what you did to me really did hurt,
Not that I would ever tell you thatâ?¦
Cause I donâ??t want to make it worse,
And I donâ??t want you to know how hurt I really am, I would rather you think Iâ??m fine then in the end its hurt you more than what its hurt meâ?¦
When I met you I thought finally I had some to share,
My hopes and dreams withâ?¦
Someone to brighten up each day just for meâ?¦
Someone who could turn my frown into a smileâ?¦
But now,
Itâ??s like itâ??s just faded away,
And that hurts more than anythingâ?¦
I know there is nothing I can do,
Only try and be happy for youâ?¦
Watching you have fun,
And do things for her that u did for me...
You always wanted me near,
You always wanted my eyes fixed on youâ?¦
You wanted so much,
And I gave it, because I thought you wanted me tooâ?¦
But I think I got confused with wanting and needing,
You need me because I cared for you...
But what you wanted was much different...
I wish I could have seen,
Maybe stood back and watched you from afar,
Maybe there were signs I didnâ??t see because I was way to closeâ?¦
Then maybe I wouldnâ??t feel how I feel right now...
Even though I have only known you a short while,
I could tell you anything,
You wouldnâ??t judge me, you wouldnâ??t tell me I was wrong nor would you tell anyoneâ?¦
But now u have found another,
Much prettier, much smarter than meâ?¦
And Iâ??m left all alone,
Just watching from afarâ?¦
