I Want

It sunny outside the weather is warm but my body is cold my heart is torn

I try to smile to cover up the pain
but there is no use I'm going insane

I want to ignore all the thoughts in my mind
I want to feel normal but its taking its time

I want to be happy and have things like before you took away my happiness when you walked out the door

Now I can't eat I can't sleep its making me weak I am so miserable I can't even speak

I spend all my days just trying to get by, but each day that passes I break down and cry

I didn't know that I would hurt so much I didn't realize I needed your touch

I want to be strong I don't want to cry I want to live I don't want to die

I want the past to just go away the pain and the heartache I don't want to stay

I just want to forget and get on with my life accept all the things that happened that night.