I once knew him but now he's just a name.
My stomach doesn't churn like it used to,
now all it does is fill with rage and hate.
I want to scream and tear things apart.,
but all I do is bottle it up inside me and wait
till the suffering ends.
You may not care but I've found someone
who makes me laugh, smile, he may not
know me that well but I'm getting to know
him each day I see him.
You may not care but I want you to know
that my depression is flowing in the warm
summer breeze.
I'm smiling now because everything fits
together like a life long puzzle, and I know
that soon everything will fit into place.