Was this life meant for me or for some one else?
Why did I have to screw up and cause all this pain for my self?
Is it karma or simply fate?
Does my life serve a purpose or am I gods mistake?
If so why doesn't he just get rid of me and get me out of his way?
I fell like I'm only a mistake and don't understand why I must stay.
I'm sorry I tricked you into believing I'm OK when I'm not.
But suicides not a crime even if I get caught.
There's no helping me now all I need is space.
Just hope the will to stay alive is in your face.
Sherri
