Selfish boy

Selfish boy
don't you see
its not about you
its about me

these are my feelings
tied in my heart
the feelings that kill
that never depart

i try not to like you
but it just wont work
you've stolen my being
my heart, and it hurts

if you wont hold me
then just let me be
give back my heart
so that i can breathe

I've fallen for you
to far to see
the light at the end
or whats left of me

you've taken my heart
you invade my mind
your all i can see
when i close my eyes

i want to be yours
i want you to see
that your the only
one for me

but if that wont happen
then please understand
that I'm asking for you
to let go of my hand

don't mess with my mind
cause its all that I've got
you've taken my heart
and its begun to rot

id rather you kept it
safe and warm
close to you
away from the storm

the storm of lust
the storm of greed
when i realize that you're
the one that i need

but i cant keep on going
if your not willing to try
give me a chance
before my heart dies

I'm not going
to waste any more time
the decision yours
it is not mine

so selfish boy
please do see
this isn't for you
this is for me