If i could go back in time i would
change the things we did
change the outcome
replace this
for that
drinking a coke
instead of snorting it
give "her" a chance at life
instead of only death but i wish most of all
that i was still with you
chosing you
instead of them
you were there in my time of need
they weren't
they were the cause of my time of need
if i die today
they wouldn't;t tell my mom the truth
they would tell her they didn't know where i was
and that i said,
"I have to go get something I'll be right back"
and when i got back i was stoned off my ass
then i passed out and by the time i "came to" they had already called an ambulance
even though they wouldn't have,
and they would say i snorted a few lines that i set up,
then i passed out again...
never came to...
i just lay there...