I need to know how to tell you...

I go to take the last smoke from my pack

as I reach for your hand and you reach for mine back

and I feel a smile come upon my face

a real smile not one that I have to fake

and I can just let everything go

Everything from my past just turns to a shadow

but the things from my past that I just cant let go

are memories of our past and the things that give us hope

but sometimes it feels as if you dont feel the same

like when I try to talk to you and you just walk away

and now everyone hates me but cant say it to my face

because of something I never said in the fist place

and I know I was drunk maybe trying to act cool

but I could never in my life say something so cruel

especially to the girl that means everything

who makes me feel like everything else is nothing

the one who has shown me you dont need drugs to have a good time

and now all I need is your love and I know ill be fine

but its nights like these when I have to cry myself to sleep

because when I wake up im scared to see you with some other creep

but I want to be the one whos there for you when you wake up

and who is there for you when you fall and cant get back up

when your upset or depressed and need cheering up

and now im looking way to hard at my life in a close-up

i just want you to know that I cant be without you

And if anything ever happened to us I dont know what id do

So im just trying to let out what I felt and what I knew

I just need to find a way to really show that I love you