PlEaSe DoN't SaY [This one means alot]

What if I wanted to break?
Lie down to sleep at a wake?
In the coffin I would lay.
But would I decide stay?

[Am I the girl who cries in her room]?
[Deep in pit's of her [depressing] gloom].
[With her head bowed down on her knees].
[P][L][E][A][S][E] [D][O][N]['][T] [S][A][Y] [T][H][I][S] [I][S] [M][E][!][?]

What if I wanted to scream?
Is this real or just a dream?
A mirror image of me.
Is this what I'm meant to be?

[Am I the girl who cries in her room]?
[Deep in pit's of her [depressing] gloom].
[With her head bowed down on her knees].
[P][L][E][A][S][E] [D][O][N]['][T] [S][A][Y] [T][H][I][S] [I][S] [M][E][!][?]

What if I wanted to die?
One last scream left to cry?
There's two of me inside.
Will she let me run and hide?

[Am I the girl who cries in her room]?
[Deep in pit's of her [depressing] gloom].
[With her head bowed down on her knees].
[P][L][E][A][S][E] [D][O][N]['][T] [S][A][Y] [T][H][I][S] [I][S] [M][E][!][?]

What if I wanted to |break|?
What if I wanted to |scream|?
What if I wanted to |die|?
Would you let me? WOULD YOU LET ME!?

[Am I the girl who cries in her room]?
[Deep in pit's of her [depressing] gloom].
[With her head bowed down on her knees].
[P][L][E][A][S][E] [D][O][N]['][T] [S][A][Y] [T][H][I][S] [I][S] [M][E][!][?]

She shed's a tear, she can't change,
she doesn't want to believe,
that this is who she really is.
||[THIS IS WHO SHE REALLY IS!!]||

[Am I the girl who cries in her room]?
[Deep in pit's of her [depressing] gloom].
[With her head bowed down on her knees].
[P][L][E][A][S][E] [D][O][N]['][T] [S][A][Y] [T][H][I][S] [I][S] [M][E][!][?]

[Am I the girl who cries in her room]?
[Deep in pit's of her [depressing] gloom].
[With her head bowed down on her knees].
[P][L][E][A][S][E] [D][O][N]['][T] [S][A][Y] [T][H][I][S] [I][S] [M][E][!][?]

Please don't say, don't say, don't say this is.
Please don't say.....

This is a song I made up. It really means a lot to me. It may not be the best I've written, but this is it. xo