U said u would always be there.
yet now i find ur going away...
i know u need to live ur life...
but i need u...
ur being gone for such long periods
is the reason that u have to break up with my best friend
and i\'ve sworn that i will be there for her always just like in the past.
although u will get on msn now and then
it will be hard to get hugs from u
i can call...
but its not the same
i pretend its no big deal
but dont be fooled its a big thing 2 me.
now the shock is gone
i see how much u really mean to me
and how much i am going to miss u when ur away
so while i act strong during the day
at night is when the tears fly
u dont know this...cuz i wont show u my tears
we\'re all going to miss u
and i already dont want to see u go
i wish u weren\'t going away.
u\'ve always been there when things get tough for me this past year.
and u\'ve made me change for the better
and just like that u will be gone
not for little periods
but for long ones
that will take u who knows where
*this is true one of my best friends is going away for a long time at the end of december and things will never be the same again*
