You love me?

I know i cant love you
but i do
why did you have to come into my life?
You asked me to be your wife
and i almost gave you my hand in marriage
I thought we\'d ride out in a white carriage
like in a fairy tale but its been a nightmare
you gave me a scare
you almost killed yourself.
Im miserable with you
its all to true
you said you loved me
so i said if you love me youll leave me be
i do love you but im not in love with you anymore
my whole body is sore
you didnt have to turn to abuse
and accuse
me of lies i stood by you
through thick and thin and you turn my body black and blue
and you say you love me?