Just so in love

Its too much to take,
Ive fallen in love,
i keep it a secret,
just for your sake.

i pretend i don't feel it,
try not to let my feelings show,
i try to use my wit,
to protect me from the blow.

i am so confused,
of my feelings about you,
these are feelings that cannot be pursued,
its not what i want to do.

The pain is so unreal,
i never know what to do or say,
cos i don't know how you feel,
i don't want to push you away.

do i tell you,
or should i not,
cos these feelings are true,
I'm just so in love with you!
©
~*~Jen~*~