Sitting here hoping for a new better day.
Seems like nothing can go right ever though
it all seems as it will.
I cry myself to sleep thinking about the past.
Why i didn't save it but more did it have to go?
I hold the memories in my heart for you it will never part.
I miss you alot if only i could see you and tell you that i do care.
I miss the hugs nd the nights e cried over our problems.
I had a picture of our sister Anna that day and you asked me if i missed her.
I looked into your eyes and withing seconds i was starting to ball.
You held me close and say you would never let me go but no one is here to hole me like you.
I want you back in my if only you didn't put my down and not believe me.
Mom is doing this the best is for me but i miss you and thats how t will stay.
to my lovely older sister Marena Tobar i miss her with all my heart.