It's Not Easy

I had hoped that this day would never come
The time when i realized you weren't the one
That best friend that would always be there
But I guess that you were unaware
I would do anything to keep you here
But so many of our memories fill me with tears
of hurt and sorrow that i can't forget
At times i wished we had never met
So i guess with those kinds of feelings shown
maybe our friendship should've never been known
But I hope, that someday you will find
A best friend, that is worth your time
I guess i wasn't good enough for you
It showed within your eyes, what was i supposed to do?
Never wanting anything more than to see you smile
But i guess that was too much, it hurts all the while
But i think it's time that i should let you go
On your way leaving me right here, alone
I know I'll miss you, i won't deny that
But things don't always work, and thats a fact
Though hopefully one of these days you'll see
How good a decision i had made for you and me