How Do U Cope

Im so lost and i dont know what to do.
All i wana do is end it wish it was all through.
Cause right about now i cant stand life.
Cause without u things just dont seem right.

Somtimes i sit here in my room and think over and over wat went wrong.
I know i said i didnt believe u but i have all along.
And at a point i was confused and afraid of losing u.
But u dont understand about all the stuff people tell me and put me through.

And its hard to fake this smile that i have on my face everyday
But no one knows about that pain that goes on inside me i just wish it would all go away.
Cause the more i think about u the more i want to die.
Cause im left here with nothing but a vivid memory of u that always makes me cry.

Now tell me when ur with him how does he make u feel.
Are his feelings fake or are they real.
Cause girl ur the thing i need to survive.
U are what keeps me alive.

Does he say the right things at the perfect time like i did.
Does he act immature and selfish like a little kid.
Does he touch u on the waist the exact same way i did.
Does he show he cares the way i did cause right about now this is all going through my head im about to flip a lid.

I just keep thinkin if i would have told u how i felt would u still be here.
Cause i wana tell u now cause losing u was my biggest fear.
im so close from tiein that noose on the rope.
and people ask me when she isnt here and not with u how do u stay strong just how do u cope.

Jay Jay
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