Sometimes i think about how lucky i am to have you,
and how i know you could choose to break my heart in an instant, but you wouldn't.
and sometimes i get scared because i get too caught up in my thoughts.
i start thinking maybe i mean nothing to you,
that I'm just a replacement,
and that you only date me because I'm a good reminder of her for you.
when i think things like that
i just have to calm down and remember,
that you promised me you wouldn't let things happen again like they did that cold December.
i pray every night that I'm not just her replacement.
